moved on to a new spot. :)

intoxicated hallucinations.

sabi nila, 'yan daw ang dapat kong matutunan.

pero wala eh. mahirap akong matuto.

hindi ko talaga kaya. under pressure, i become soft.

lintek na. parang kapirasong karne.

kunyari matigas.

lagay mo sa pressure cooker, lalambot din.

intoxicated hallucinations.

and she stared back
with those empty brown eyes
a grief stricken soul

years of confusion
she lost sight of the shore
a lightless star

love was sweet
when she was young
a distant memory

with her warm hands
she healed and comforted
a life well-lived

intoxicated hallucinations.

cosmetic surgery is not for me. not because i'm too stupid to distinguish what is beautiful from what is not... i just don't wanna argue with God's concept of beauty. if He thinks that flat nose is beautiful, then it is.

intoxicated hallucinations.

... is deciding ...
    ... to LOVE MORE those things ...
        ... and people that you love ...
            ... and to ALSO LOVE those you hate.

intoxicated hallucinations.